despite, losing a friend, found out i failed a paper, met a car accident, piles of work and have been having lots of arguements with
M.S.G., things have been seriously taking a
huge twist!
and this week luck charms are...
the boyfriend and i are still pretty much
in love. have been approached by a modelling agency. had my first interview. passed that bloody insurance exam. got my UK visa and accomodation all done. and career & employment fair was an
absolute success!
YAY for me! :)
still have loads to update. gosh. its never ending. promise will find dedicated one whole day to just stay home and blog. >.<
oh and another
two more shout outs to...
Brian aka Bear bear and Timothy!sharing the same birthday huh?! ;p well...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! love you both so much. XOXO
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Not another one!i got into yet another unfortunate accident last thursday. and seriously this time... really
not my fault! the only thing that got me so irritated was the fact that everytime i tried to start driving again, i always end up in a car accident. i will
never get over my phobia!

was late for my meeting with
dimas and i havent had lunch. it was 630pm. O_O i tapau-ed Ramli burger and was on my way to college when i came to the juction leading out to the main road.
i stopped. like every careful driver would be at the junction and looked left for any cars and then....
BANG!okay, maybe the bang was a lil dramatic but my whole car was jolted to the front.

the first thing i did was turned around, got out of the car and went to the back. i let out a lil irritation when i saw the scratch. it was really minor but it WAS still a scratch. the first things popped in my head was, my parents are in China, i really dont want them to worry and they wouldnt enjoy their trip but godness sake, for once i would really love to prove to them i could actually handle something on my own and there goes this.
i was shaking. actually shivering. no idea why. the driver of the silver proton waja which hit me gave me a sign to move up to the main road to discuss the matter as we were blocking the whole junction. i obediently walked back into my car and drove forward. i was still shaking and pretty much upset. i couldnt even hold the stearing wheel properly.
i got down and i guessed that i must have looked pretty angry and irritated because the driver which was probably in his 40s came out of the car looking a lil' frighten.
first, he apologized and said that it was an accident and never on purpose, which was like
'DUH!' and then he offered to spray paint the entire part which he had scratch.
i was pretty angry. but then i looked up into his car and realised that there was a boy, maybe around 10-years old sitting in the passenger seat looking anxiously at both of us.
"is that your son?""yes. yes it is... we were on the way to have a game of badminton at 3K." said the man who still looked pretty apologetic.i cooled down. then asked if his son was alright and he told me that he was fine. the man even gave me his name card and showed me his IC to proof that it was his. he also offered me water to drink as they havent touched their bottles of water for the games later, seeing me so drained and still a lil shaken. i kindly rejected his offer and told him that i will call him to settle this later as i still have to meet
Dimas.
thankfully, mum and dad was fine and wasnt angry at all. boyfriend on the other hand was pretty drowsy as i woke him up from his nap. -__-
conclusion.....
I am SO NOT driving anymore.
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KOSMOgirl.when i was interviewed for this i thought it was,
Cosmogirl. cis, got cheated.

anyways, i had like 5 nice shots of me in my baju kurung and they had to zoom it all the way up to my face.
I need plastic surgery. really.
my face look so wide and i look fat! my hair was out of place as i can see clearly that my dye is fading, my smile makes me look like im crying and seriously...
what happened to my body?! but overall, although it isn't the first time appearing on papers, it is still my
first interview. :)

*Smurf Proud*