Got the most devastating news this early morning.

It really hit me hard
how shaky my future is right now
and I couldnt sleep at all till 5 in the morning.

Maybe it's time to give this up
but im still contemplating to as this is my diary
and it would definitely be nice to look back once in a while
to reminisce old times.
Considering that my memory is so terrible. >_<

Im so upset and lost.
I need a direction.