It's the day.

Exactly a year ago,
you promised to celebrate this day with me,
in Genting Highlands.

You never kept your promise and the day you left,
I was seriously angry.





Sorry for being a selfish and childish brat,
only wanting you to be here,
only hoping that you would be better soon
so that we could go out, have lunch and gossip like we always do.


It's only been a year later
and I can't believe I nearly forgot what day it was.


I guess maybe things had been a roller coaster ride for me
but i know it is no excuse for having this to slip off my mind.


I was so busy planning my trip down to Singapore for this weekend
that it was not until Phatass messaged me...

"Sher. It's her birthday today. :( "


... that I remembered.


I dialed Anton's number up immediately,
totally forgetting my manners about what time it was,
but the boy was back in Nilai
and therefore weren't able to take me to see her.


I guess I'll just have to visit her when im back from Singapore.





I miss you, Ros
and have a great birthday wherever you are up above.

Home Sweet Home.

It's been a long flight
and I realised that I've been so excited to go home
that I forgot to appreciate my last few moments in UK. -_-

Just for once,
I decided not to let anyone know that I was going on the plane,
especially the staffs on board,
as I didn't want any attention or special treatments
and just wanted to go home.

I got to my seat,
smiled at the steward who helped me with my luggage,
got a magazine
and started reading on this story
about two sisters that was reunited after 15 years of separation.

As the story started to get me all teary...


"Miss Chew?"


I looked up at the stewardess in shock
and thought that she must have been worried,
seen me getting all worked up and teary.


"Miss Chew, right?" She asked again.


Wait a minute.
How did she know my surname?!


"Erm.. Yes... How did you..."
"Get your luggages, Miss Chew. Your dad is in front and has requested for you to move up." the stewardess smiled while cutting me off.
"My dad?! No. It can't be. He's in China."
"Ah yes. It's a surprise. *she smiled while taking my luggage out of the compartment* Come, let's get you up to first class."


Everyone started to cheer on and the bloke next to me even told me,

"Wow. Your dad is so sweet to surprise you."


I was so shocked
that I totally blurred out for a moment or two,
as so many questions were running through my thoughts.


My dad?
Here?
No way.
Could it?


O_o


I followed her anyway
until up to a point,
where she turned around and apologized for making it up.


"Sorry but that was the only way I could create a reaction from you that seemed real."
"But I didnt want anyone to know i was on board. How did you know i was on the plane?"
"Oh. Your dad made sure all of us knew that you were coming. And I mean ALL of us." She laughed while handing handing me a glass of juice.





Honestly,
being back home is the best feeling anyone could ever feel.
Absolutely no regrets,
no doubt about it.

But with the fact knowing that I will not be going back
to England for another 15 months,
it surprisingly devastates me a lil'.


It was afterall, my second home.


I remember trying to tell JasonLim that,
during the first night I was in London,
and I ended up getting a long lecture in the taxi
about not appreciating it and not wanting to travel to Europe first,
before going home.


Bah.


>_<



Now,
I'm battling with jetlags, heat strokes
and lousy internet connections.


heh.


It seriously is home sweet home.

Crappit.

I dont understand how is this freaking Spring/Summer time,
if it's like almost less than 10 degrees outside.

Was playing tug of war the whole night fighting over the blanket,
when my dear friend gave up and resolved to share with his sister instead.


But im still cold.





Even the jacket i'd just put on,
didnt quite help. >_<


Can't wait to leave this freaking cold weather.


Bu, I'm coming home! :3


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Next.






Just a sneak peak of the next post.
heh.

Damn tipsy from all the wine.
will blog later.

The one with the bunny hunting.

I'm in London now,
just got the wireless setup
and blogging from JasonLim's place.

Had been having too much to run about
and had to skip the breakfast with BelovedJane because am so worn out.


Last Tuesday,
Nils took me out to apparently what he calls it 'Bunny Land',
and we made a stop over at 'Sainsbury's' first before leaving.





Lookie what I found!!!








These juices are so cute.
In every flavour,
they are sure to put something unique *or rather weird* in for the ingredients.

Like for this,
it's a beach ball.







This one has old socks!
So cute, aint it?





I got lost
while being engrossed in taking pictures of cartons of juices. -_-

And upon looking for Nils,
i found him at the most typical place.





It's so typical to find your alcoholic friend,
at the alcohol section.





heh.





After grocery shopping,
it was over the hills for bunny hunt!












I love the view. :)





I've no idea how in god's world,
he could ever find bunnies so *far* away.


And then...





They're so cutee!

But i only managed to snap like a couple of photos
before scaring them off.









It was like an entire nest!


Young, old, big and small.





Damn smurf cute!





Met up with PerkyChris and Chang later that evening,
before heading back home.





Will blog later.
I've less than an hour to get ready
for dim sum with VincentLim.


>_<

My Last Day in Bristol.

He came and knocked on my room door,
so that he could see me for the very last time.

I was in my house clothes all sweaty
and yet he smiled and told me he was going to miss me.

As I hugged him 'Goodbye',
he... sniffed.


O_o




"Are you crying?!" O_o
*turns around to look at his German friend who was behind him*
"Err. *sniff* No. *sniff*"





-_______-''



Male ego.
ish.






By the way,
'Slutty Thursday Night' with the slutty girlfriends,
ended up to be a night with the slutty guy friends.


-_-


But it was great fun.
and I had to find out so many new bars and clubs here
during my last day in Bristol. -_-


Damn wasted.


It was damn fun
until my migraine kicked in
and i threw up like almost a total of 8 times.






Nursing hangovers are so not pretty. >_<


Well im off now!

Gonna pop in the shower for a quickie
and its tea with Nadia,
who had voluntarily offered to send me and my luggages to the coach station.






And to my surprise,
I'm so gonna miss it here.

I thought of Rosline today.

It's been a while since I've mentioned about her.

It was this morning,
when a familiar music started to play in the background
of someone's friendster profile,
and it reminded me of the first time we'd first met.

Anton promised to bring me to visit her at Fairy's Park
when I'm back home.

Ah.
It's been a while.



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I'm the happiest girl in the world!


The dear Student Union advisor,
wrote in a letter to my accommodation management
regarding my tenancy agreement,
and they have agreed to let my contract go!!!

I was initially such in a bad mood because
they freaking hell wouldn't cancel my contract,
not even when i offered to pay ANY sum of penalty fee
but only to find a freaking replacement.

And if i dont find a replacement,
means i will have to postpone my flight and forgo my job in Singapore.

But it's all settled now
and even though i completely fucked up my exam earlier this morning,
i am still so fkin happy. :D

Crap.
I better try taking a nap
as it's 'Slutty Thursday Night' tonight!

I Want Out of This.

I fkin hate the fact that I *may* have to postpone my flight
just because I still cant freaking find
a replacement for my tenancy agreement.

I realise i turn to alcohol alot
when it comes to soothing my pain
especially when i think about my long distance relationship.

Trust me.
It helps.

And is prolly the only reason why,
that we were able to sustain so long
and even sometimes without constant communication.

But ive been sober for almost more than a week now
as exams are here and I just havent been going out,
the pain is starting to kick in.

RedAntAndrea texted me earlier,
just to say 'Goodbye',
as she boarded the plane back to Malaysia.

I'm so envious.









I'm only pretending to be strong
but in actual fact, I'm not.

I so need you right now.



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Psycho Picture of The Week.






M.S.G.HennWei modeling for the new line
of denim jackets for the 'skinny-wannabe-supermans'.


This is too damn funny.





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Sher is currently...







Freaking last paper tomorrow
and I'm already getting lazy. >_<


Can't wait for 'Slutty Thursday Night'
with my slutty, alcoholic girlfriend, Michelle
and her friend, Julienne.


Chang wants to come too
and in his exact words, he said...


"Okay I'll come! And I'll try to bring my slutty male friends, so we can have a slutty great time...HAHAHAHA!"


Crazy.

Manchester! Part II

What a brilliant day,
besides the fact that the stupid gmail isn't working,
my paper went swell.




One more paper to go
and it's freedom for me!
*I'm so high on air now and ive no idea why* ;p





So anyway,
continuing on with the Manchester trip.








Met up with NikkoBoy,
who came all the way down from Scotland for the weekends.

Btw, this was just two hours later after brunch
and Tattiano is still eating.





I really wonder how he actually does it.

I remember the first time I saw him eat,
Dim Sum, Fried Rice and on top of that, Curry Mee.


O_o


I tell you if there were some freak show eating talent contest,
there is no in freaking way anyone can ever beat him.







*Tattiano trying to camwhore*
NikkoBoy: Eh don't want la. *camera shy* >_<















Seriously. Damn. Poser.


-___-


Found out about this new drink 'Innocent',
which is pretty cute tho.





Crap.
Just when I want to blog,
I've to go out. -_-


Will prolly continue later. ;p

Ahh.
Nils is at my door. >_<
Buhbye!


*Edit* 4:13am*


Hm.
I'm so freaking tired
but I'm just gonna finish up this one. :)

Now where was I.
Ah.
Yes.









Nikko wanted a picture of one of the waitresses there,
so i caught it spontaneously.

*beams*






We were late
*As usual >_<*


... to arrive at the event that night,
and it was packed!


Every. Single. Inch.
of the theater.

O_o





We managed to find the last two available seats
*and thank god they were together*
just in time when the play started.


And it was as how as described... Smurftastic.


I swear if there was an award for the best 'Malaysian Night',
it'd have to go to them.
I was bawling so much,
it was so hard to keep the tears in. O_O

Those of you who did not go,
shame on you. >_o








Look who came out all the way from Leeds to play.









Her performance was smurftastic,
even though she did mention she was in 2 dances,
I could only find her in one. >_<





"Goodness, you're so short." Jason laughed *patted my head*
"Erm.. Thanks. -___-''"



Okay this very last photo im about to post,
I've been given warnings to not make it a big deal...
















BUT I can't freaking help it!
I mean it's my blog, right?





*JENG*


*Jeng*


*JENG*






Okay I look freaking weird there
but all spotlight's on her!





Isn't she gorgeous?
God.
I don't know when I'm EVER
going to see her in a dress again.





That's all folks.
I'm heading to bed.

Tired from all the bunny hunting.
heh.
Tell you guys more about it later.