Changing Life Courses.
Somehow, things arent exactly
how i want them to be from Day 1 of 2013.
And ive suffered so much heartbreak
in this past 2-3 weeks alone,
that its enough to put an elephant down.
It's eating me slowly
and i wake up fresh every morning
only to be reminded by my failures
to get upset all over again.
So as much as i hate quitting,
after receiving that midnight email,
ive decided thats it for me.
And focusing on something else
thats more related to me,
instead of trying to finish
something i can never have the ability
to achieve after so many years.
If this doesnt work out,
then i will need another reshuffle.
im focusing on the upcoming
new exam in May,
which ive never sat before
and also my father-in-law who just
had a surgery yesterday evening
and currently in recovery.
No point crying over split milk, right?